She

shes still there
she lurks behind your eyes
eyes that see only green..
eyes that want to be back there
drowning inside her again
even tho she's gone
she's wronged you
she's changed
and she no longer cares
not the way she should
not the way you deserve to be cared about
you still dwell on her
i can see it..
i can FEEL it..
i recognize it in your voice..
in your heart.
you still love her..
almost completely..
and the part that doesnt
is filled with another
that only brings you pain.
that doesnt see what you could be
what you want to be with her
while i sit and watch
wishing that things were different
that i could have a chance
to make you forget.
and show you how it can be
how it should be
what you deserve
tho i too
am not good enough for you
so i sit, i watch, i pray
that someday you will find the one
who can make you happy
like she did
like you wish she would
like i wish i could.

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